Friday, July 30, 2004

Today

today  —adv. 1 on this present day. 2 nowadays. —n. 1 this present day. 2 modern times. [Old English]

The context of present is apparent but past future all seem to be ?????
Nothing special, tomorrow a trip.. "Hope" if it is not there tomorrow wont be there. But we live without hope also without a tomorrow ?
 :-)

Thursday, July 29, 2004

Words

somnolent  adj. 1 sleepy, drowsy. 2 inducing drowsiness.  somnolence n. [Latin: related to *somnambulism]

Its a dictionary as I said... Very much sleepy so nothing today... Hope to startup writing on the important topic that I want to write a book about... Has to read and reflect on it later on... nothing for today... 
Question: Should I know what am I supposed to do ?

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Tranquality

tranquil  adj. calm, serene, undisturbed.  tranquillity n. tranquilly adv. [Latin]

I am using words that i dont possess.. Words are means of expressing self but the self cannot be expressed in mere words alone.. is it too complex.. No everything is just as simple as you want it to be and just complex as you want it to be..
The world is created by your self and you live in a world that is created by your self... Everyone lives in there worlds.. selfish even though we talk about being unselfish.. Each one of us live being selfish without which we cannot live...
Today is more brighter but it lacks the enthusiasm of the sprit which i have killed.. Its when i want i will make it happen.. I know very well I control my actions and I take responsibility in them...
Everything changes and but I change slow but does it really matter...
Words.. still trying to instill some meaning to life
:::  Hey is this a dictionary site or what :-)  :::

Monday, July 26, 2004

Serene

serene  adj. (-ner, -nest) 1 clear and calm. 2 tranquil, unperturbed. serenely adv. sereneness n. serenity n. [Latin]

I wish this could be true, but in life not always.. this exist.. I wish i could be part of nature and be clear and calm.. and give to all without expecting anything...... But its not easy..
I think one should be bought up also with these qualities but in a world like ours would survival be possible with only these qualities.. its hard to say....
The days seems not good, but arent we the ones who make our days good or bad.. happy or sad.. isnt we who decide to be happy or not to be..so how can we blame.. except our selves..
Today I learned something and each day I want to learn.. I want to explore.. withing my self.. more than outside....
I came accross the blog, something which existed but put in a different form, it seems a good idea to be explored.. I hope to continue writing .. for my own reflection of the world...
" Attempt the end never stand to doubt, nothings so hard but search will find it out " (author:unknown)